I am confused...

I'm at a loss - I want to move forward, but I am being held back. Where is this coming from? Not from God, so it must be within me; I'm taking into consideration something that is confusing my whole focus, and I must determine what that is; am I holding onto something that I should be releasing? Or am I striving for a dream that I should give up? Neither one has a simple solution.

I feel like I have so much more to say, but I'll keep it to myself...