So you've lost hope. You're sitting at the bottom of the hole you've been digging and see no way out. And you just don't know. You don't know what you want, or what you think, or what you should do, or who you want to see, or when you want to move, or where you want to go. Not because you have no doors, but because you've tried them all and none have lead out. And you're doubting everything - not everything external, everything internal - that's why you don't know. No one want to share what they don't know, because it's something you have to figure out for yourself. Or with God's help, but it's hard to ask for help for something when you don't know what that something is. So you sit, in turmoil, in pain – lost and discouraged. You don't even know if you want anything anymore. But you still want to, cause to say you don't would mean you gave up – and the next step from that is death...
Forget your dreams and aspirations, you want something small. It's not even what you wanted initially (not that you know what that was either) - it's just a simple favor, but it means life to you – you want peace. Not answers – just peace; peace from your turmoil, peace from your struggle, peace in your life. And that is all that is left to ask for, and God is all that is there to give it...
I'm there
...for the one who doubts is like the turf of the sea, driven and tossed by the wind. - James 1:6
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